Haiku Fun

HAIKU

a Japanese poem of seventeen syllables, in three lines of five, seven, and five, traditionally evoking images of the natural world.

Here’s my shot at ti:

#1

Summer’s tiptoe dance

Stumbles into Autumn’s grace

Lost until next year

 

#2

Shiny purple bike

White basket with flowers red

Best birthday ever!

 

#3

Tissue paper hands

Smacking kisses and tight hugs

Remembering Grandma

 

#4

Clock tower chimes large

Thunder, lightning crack the night

Troublemakers flee

 

#5

Jazz wails in background

My body moves with it

Searching for the blues

 

#6

My morning dark brew

Inhaled to open closed eyes

Best part of day

 

Cresting the Hill

In a few not-so-short hours I’ll be cresting the proverbial birthday hill. My mind doesn’t feel older, but someday my bones do. Next year I’ll be technically ‘over the hill’.

I read a couple years back that “60 is the new 40.” I’ll take it. Considering that AARP sent me a registration form when I turned 40 and has ignored me ever since, I should feel like I dodged a bullet, right?

Instead, I find that I’m living a wonderful life right now. I have the opportunity to try new things, explore new topics and spend great time with family and friends.

This week’s “first” for me was making two presentations at a writer’s mini-conference at the Zion Public Library. I also arranged for two other authors to present on subjects pertaining to writers and publishing. For a first foray into conference planning and presenting, I felt great relief when it was all over.

I’m looking forward to seeing what this year brings!

 

 

The Rush Has Begun!

This week, here in the friendly confines of the Chicago area, we are putting away our Cubbie blues (with an errant tear or two) and pulling out our Bears colors. Or in my house it would Blackhawk colors.  I am quick to remind myself, there is always next year!

I have already seen Christmas stuff crammed next to the fall decorations and crafts. Just the other night my husband reminded me that it was less than 90 days until Christmas. Really? I have to get through Columbus Day before I can concentrate on Halloween. I also have Thanksgiving to think about since I will be hosting a week early so we can make time for other family on turkey day.

Can we forego exchanging gifts this year? Because what I would really love is a week without cooking, cleaning, decorating and shopping and other things that life fills my day with so I can have meaningful writing time for seven whole days in consecutive order.

Oh, and while we are at it, can someone pull the plug on political ads? In this state, I think we have two of the most flawed candidates that rose from the bottom of the barrel because they could throw their cash into their campaigns. With talks about investigations on both candidates’ dealings, I think ‘good old Blago’ should get ready for a roomie.

Four weeks until Halloween…

Five weeks until we vote…

Seven weeks until Thanksgiving…(or in my case 6 and 7)

Eleven weeks until Christmas.

Oh goodie. Anyone else feeling as excited (not) as I am?

Photo by Pixabay

An Army of Women

Powerful words or bruising fists

Assault the soul

They leave deep wounds

That never healed

Even though it’s been forty years,

We still do not have equals rights.

Our honor questioned,

Or worse ignored

Who held the farmer up as he sow

And plow his fields?

Who fed the children before herself?

Who took her tasks of cleanliness and

Nurturing to heart before her own desires?

Who moved into the present

Still bound by men’s prejudice?

Our wounds fester

They unite us in our time

To be heard

They fill our lungs with air

So our own powerful words

Can be heard once again

So our souls can seek closure

So our rally builds momentum

We unite in a colorful band –

Black, white, brown, yellow

Men!

Consider yourself forewarned

We are the army you never expected

And cannot silence.

 

A Shameless Plug

Below is an article I wrote for the Lake County News Sun. If you know any writers or writer-wannabes, please forward this information. P.S. I’m one of the presenters!

Calling Lake County Writers!

Are you an aspiring writer or cartoonist? Do you need tips for writing or publishing your novel? Then Write On is for you!

The Zion Benton Public Library will hold a mini writers conference on Monday, October 8th. The library will have workshops for teen writers in the afternoon, and evening presentations by area authors for adults and teens.

Write On is a free mini-conference for grades 6-12 and adults designed to get you started on your great American novel. This conference is in conjunction with the library’s short story contest during the month of October.

Beginning at 3 p.m., aspiring writers from the sixth to twelfth grades can learn more about cartooning. The presentation will teach them how to brainstorm ideas, work with layouts, sketch comics and ink and shade comics. The next teen presentation is pizza and a Q & A session via Skype with YA author Karen McManus, getting the scoop on writing mysteries.

From 6:15 – 7:15p.m. the evening presentations are: “Settings that Agents, Editors and Readers will Love” by Kristen A. Oakley, author of Carpe Diem, Illinois, the first in the Leo Townsend series; and “How to Make the Story Arc Work for You”, presented by a member of the Zion Writers Guild.

The workshops at 7:30 p.m. are: “The Pros and Cons of Self and Traditional Publishing” by another local author, Fern Schumer Chapman, author of Motherland: Beyond the Holocaust: A Mother-Daughter Journey to Reclaim the Past. and “3D Characters on a Two Dimensional Page” presented by members of the Zion Writers Guild which meets the first and third Saturdays at the library.

“We love to encourage our teen patrons to explore their passion for writing,” said Dawn Abron, of the library’s youth services department. “Reading their stories is always something I and the judges look forward to.”

This year is extra special since there are prizes for both the teen and adult contests including a Kindle Fire for the adults and a Chromebook for teens as the grand prizes. Cash prizes will be rewarded for second and third places. The contest runs from October 1st to October 31st. Entries must be received by 9 p.m. on the 31st.  You must be a Zion library card holder, or register your out-of-town library card at the checkout desk to be eligible.

Registration is required for the workshops, contest rules and more information can be found online at the library’s website: zblibrary.info/zbteens or you can contact Dawn Abron at dabron@zblibrary.org or at 847-872-4680 x 105.

Celebrating Heroes

Last month we buried two great American heroes. Of one, hundreds of thousands (perhaps even millions) of us celebrated his distinguished decades of military and public service over several days.

The other, only a few hundred of us in our area celebrated that man’s life. He was someone I got to meet. We talked several times as he recounted his life to me. He was a humble man, the ‘salt of the earth’ kind of Midwesterner that keep us grounded.

Both men saw the atrocities of war but never wavered in the belief of our constitutional right to Life, Liberty and Pursuit of Happiness for all. Yet, each man fought in separate wars. Senator John McCain will be forever linked to the Viet Nam war, and Frank Schwermin with World War II.  Let me share with you his story:

Frank was born 96 years ago in Effingham, Illinois. He was the sixth of seven children born to a railroad mechanic and homemaker. At the age of 18 he left home to work in the Surgeon General’s office in Washington, D.C. as a clerk typist. (Yes ladies, it’s hard to believe, but at that time, men held that job!) It was during that time he took flying lessons and received his pilot’s license, discovering his true passion – flying.

When the war broke out, Frank said, “I didn’t want it to go on without me.” He joined the Army Air Corps to become a fighter pilot at 19. He flew a B-24, known as “The Liberator” which held a crew of ten – four officers and six airmen. On his 19th mission with the 389th Bomb Squad, while flying over Germany, his plane was shot down. As the lead in squadron, as he was losing speed, he had to strategically lower his altitude so as not to collide with the airplanes behind him. One by one the other nine men of his crew parachuted from the plane. As the last to leave, and like the others, never having practiced parachuting before, his mind ran through all the rules during the 15,000 freefall – don’t open your chute too soon so as not to be an easy target, and when you do open, swing to and fro to become a difficult target. By the time Frank opened the chute and grabbed the cords he needed to hold onto, he hit the ground.

He and his men were captured, then there was some shooting, and that was when he believes his co-pilot was killed. Since he was an officer, he was treated with some respect, but taken prisoner by the Germans and kept at Stalag Luft III, 100 miles southeast of Berlin which housed only air personnel – British, Canadian, French, Polish and American. Frank was housed in the central compound reserved for the Americans. With the influx of Americans, the number of prisoners increased to over 10,000 men. The Americans were working three escape tunnels in the central compound. This was an undaunted task, for the soil in that part of Germany was very sandy and was selected as a prison camp for that very reason.

This camp was later made famous by the movies “The Wooden Horse and “”the Great Escape” for the actual escapes that occurred there. Those men were housed in the north barracks across the yard from Frank. The Canadian prisoner who escaped on the motorcycle (portrayed Steve McQueen) in The Great Escape did so a couple months before Frank arrived. There was no motorcycle according to Frank. That was for the movies.

When the Russians were closing in, the Germans forced all the prisoners of the center camp (about 2000) to march throughout freezing December nights. They encountered rain, sleet, mud and the unending cold. After marching all night and most of the first day, they came to a church. There wasn’t enough room for all of them. About a dozen men (including Frank) were told they had to spend the night outside and only one blanket each. The minister of the church secreted them into the rectory/vicarage and warmed them with a fire and coffee. During the fifty mile march they slept in other unheated barns and churches. One night the German soldiers found a brick factory for them to sleep in. To Frank and his fellow prisoners it was a real treat – they could warm themselves and dry their clothes. They reached a small village where they were crammed into boxcars and shipped like cattle to another camp. The trip took several days and the smell inside the car was pretty bad cue to the lack of bathroom facilities.

Stalag VII A was designed to occupy 14,000 but at the time he was there, 140,000 prisoners were there under terrible conditions. On April 29th, 1945, a week before his 23rd birthday, a P-51 flew over the camp. Gunfire ensued and then General Patton appeared. In his squeaky voice (unlike George C Scott) the General announced everyone would be released within 48 hours, but Frank knew with the numbers of the people in camp, it would take longer.

Frank returned home and served a couple more months actively in the Army Air Corps. He attended Washington University in St. Louis for his Bachelors of Science in Business Administration and his Masters in Hospital Administration. During that time he met his wife Martie. They moved to Highland Park in 1959 when Frank became administrator of Highland Park Hospital. He held that position for 25 years, the last 5, as President and CEO.

He joined Rotary almost immediately after moving to Highland Park. He credits all the talented people he met through the years in Rotary with helping him to develop better communication skills. He was Club President 1973-74 and District Governor 1993-94. He also received the Distinguished Service Award from The Rotary Foundation- a rare distinction (1999-00).

Several months after I interviewed Frank, his memory was lagging and he couldn’t remember the details of many stories he was asked to speak about at a Rotary meeting. He rarely came to meetings after that and eventually, as his daughter Ann said to me, “I think my mom finally had enough of waiting for him and she told him it was time to come home.”

My time with Frank was ever brief in the scope of his life, yet the hours I spent with him are timeless and priceless. Over the past week, I kept noting the contrast of these two great men and the similarity of their lives. I wanted you to know of this man, this hero who didn’t come from a military family, but sound Midwestern roots. Frank is definitely one of our quiet heroes.

I like to picture him and Martie sitting in deck chairs sipping martinis watching the most glorious sunsets.

Godspeed, Frank!

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Autumn is a Sneaky Bitch

The past few days I’ve notice that Autumn is sneaking up on us. Mother Nature’s four daughters, Autumn, Winter, Spring and Summer are crafty that way. Dropping hints everywhere, Autumn is gearing us up for her arrival.

First it was patches of color on a few trees (already? It’s only August!). Then it was the fall flowers coming into bloom. But the worst tell tale sign is the condensation on the car windows, or that fact that our evenings are cooler and we can turn off the air conditioner.

And that can only mean one thing…

While we bask in her weather and bountiful colors, while we bake apple and pumpkin pies and decorate for All Hallow’s Eve, Autumn’s even craftier sister Winter is waiting in the wings. Like Elsa in “Frozen”, she’s rubbing her hands together in anticipation of her cue to step on stage. Don’t worry, she’ll zap a little frost and there to jiggle your memory.

What’s even worse is the calendar. How could September be here already?

Now, don’t get me wrong – Autumn is my favorite time of the year. And this year there are a few special moments coming up for me. The first half of October is the release of “East on Central, an anthology of art and poetry, published by the Highland Park Poetry Organization.  Yours truly (moi!) has two poems appearing in the year’s publication!

A few days later, I will be presenting a couple of writing workshops on the story arc and how to create characters that stay with the reader long after they’ve finished the book. There will also be local authors, Kristen Oakley, author of Carpe Diem, Illinois and Fern Schumer Chapman, author of Motherland making presentations for local writers and writer wannabes. Kristen will speak about settings that grab the agent, editor and reader, and Fern about her experiences with self-publishing and publishing houses.

This is all part of a mini-writers conference sponsored by the Zion Public Library on October 8th. It’s in conjunction with their short story contest. Teen writers will have presentations in the afternoon and the adults in the evening.

So, if you’re going to be in the Lake County, Illinois area on Columbus Day, October 8th, contact me or check out the Zion Library Events on their website: http://zblibrary.evanced.info/signup/Calendar.

With all her cleverness she isn’t fooling me – I know she’s coming. I’m ready.

Go ahead Autumn, bring it on! But leave your sister Winter at home, would you?

Photo by Natalija Mislevicha from Pexels

A Mental Vacation

I know. I know.  It’s been a couple of weeks since I posted anything. And while I haven’t been stagnant, I just couldn’t come up with an idea for this website. It’s as if my brain shut off – packed a bag and took off for a quieter place.

Since it’s summer, I can see that. But really, for the most part, summer is great around here. Even fall has its beauty in our magical land that we call Northern Illinois. Winter is the best time to escape around here.

I picture my brain set up with an iced tea (for the morning, wine in the afternoon), an Adirondack chair and a stack of books next to her. That’s my idea of a mental vacation.

While my writing mind took a siesta, the rest of me has been very active. I helped get presenters for a writers’ conference for a local library. I’m also tag-teaming with a fellow writer to present a workshop on characters. More details on that soon.

Time spent with family always take precedence during this time. Some travel to us, and reunions are a great reason to get together and share memories, laughter and love. As we approach Labor Day, I can say with some satisfaction, that it’s been a nice summer.

So, while I grappled over topics, my mind took a mental day that lasted two weeks. Or is it three now?

I hope she’s (my brain) ready to get back to work. Uh, oh! I hear my body wanting equal time…

An Excerpt, A Work in Progress

Tapping the toe of her strappy green patent sandal, she gave him a pitiful smile, “What’s the matter with you, Jim? I haven’t had one word from you in twelve days. Nothing.”

“I’ve been busy. You’ve been busy. I know you’re working through family ‘things’ so I’ve been giving you space. For that one little measly reason, you want a divorce and you didn’t even have the decency to tell me about it first? The phone works both ways, you know.”

“It’s hard to know if I might be interrupting one of your screwing sessions,” she snapped back.

Jim reeled back as if he’d been slapped. “Who told you that? Dean?”

“It doesn’t matter who told me. I know now.” She flicked imaginary lint from her dress.

Jim reached out to take her arm, she jerked it away, “Look, Belinda, baby, those waitresses never meant anything.”

“But my sister-in-law Jill does?” she asked incredulously, it was the only way to hide the hurt.

Jim turned around and dropped his head.

“That’s what I thought,” she said, leaning into him, “I don’t know how long it’s been going on, and I don’t care. At one time, I thought you were my hero – my knight because you took me away from my father. We shared dreams – DREAMS, Jim! You let me down!”

When his shoulders started shaking, she wondered if she had wounded him, but laughter rumbled from his chest and spilled out into the clear summer night. Its maniacal tone filled the sky and danced around the trees until it touched the stars. It sang of wicked deeds, of demons long ago. Belinda didn’t think she’d ever forget the sound of that hollow mirth as it sank into her bones.

Jim’s eyes took on a dangerous glint she hadn’t noticed before this. His spearmint breath wooshed over her when his face loomed in front of hers, “You. Stupid. Bitch. You thought I married you because I wanted to share our dreams? Because I cared? Don’t tell me, you even thought I loved you – that that’s why I married you?” He laughed again up into the night, the patio diners now quiet and staring at the scene the two of them created, fully illuminated by the discreet fixtures camouflaged by the azaleas.

When his gaze returned to hers, his features were half hidden in the darkness and the spotlights only created a more frightening creature that the one she had just witnessed a moment ago. Despite the warm temperature, she shivered at the man before her.

“Oh, no, Belinda, you won’t divorce me.” It was a low, deadly tone.

The trial lawyer in her kicked in and dropped in place the face of a calm cool and confident woman again, while she silently willed her knees to stop shaking. Lifting her chin, she responded, “Oh really, why is that?”

Jim took a step closer, he placed a hand on her cheek, to anyone watching it was a tender gesture. His fingers tangled into her loose hair and yanked hard, causing tears to form – the witnesses from the patio couldn’t see that. Her husband leaned in, his lips against hers, a kiss to be seen. Instead, with a whisper, they delivered their message.

“Because I know you don’t want your affair with Senator Wollsey to come out during this trial. And my guess is you don’t want them to know you killed him, either.”

 

Moments in Poetry

For those of you who’ve been following my blog, the last few posts have been dedicated to re-exposing my high school poems to the world. Today is no exception either, but I have a few other things I’d like to touch on as well.

A few weeks ago, I was asked to appear on a local public access show dedicated to poetry. I said yes, of course. I would be reading the two poems I wrote for a poetry challenge about coffee, tea and other beverages. I met another poet, Bill Carey, and together we shared our poems, views of poetry and writing. Before I knew it, the show was over. It is now chugging along with other videos on YouTube in the digital galaxy – the internet cloud. The poems were also published (along with dozens of others) in “Coffee, Tea & Other Beverages”. The book is available on Amazon for about $12.00.

This week, I was asked to share one of my poems for a local publication on top it also appearing in another local publication.

Two other poems will be published in “East on Central” an anthology the Highland Park Poetry Group puts together every years in conjunction with the Highland Park Art Center. Mixed with visual art and prose, it’s a vessel to fill your cultural soul. I’ll share more about that book as time gets closer.

Below is my first love poem. It was written my senior year in high school.

I’LL ALWAYS LOVE YOU (1977)

To you I have to say
It’s you I’ll always love
From the day that we first met
           (Six years ago – both younger and naïve)
To time we spent together
With all life’s ups and downs
And being next to you I enjoyed.
           (You held me close when we danced the night away)
You were the perfect kind;
So gentle and knowledgeable
and your smile warmed me inside
           (One day cleaning, you swung the mop tickling my nerves)
I hid my jealousies
And all my love,
Listened to your prophecies
And I told you mine.
           (Oh, our dreams and hopes of being great)
All the time which was dear to me,
I wanted to know if you felt the same
           (But alas, no feelings shown)
My daydream love affair
With you was one sided and I knew we’d never go out.
Inside me crumbled
Knowing you would never love me
The way I love you.
           (How can I express it more?)
I wish you the best;
All dreams to come true
And if a turn should
Happen our way
Please stop to say hello