Kite of Dreams

Here’s a picture of future weather (just not soon enough!) with a poem to go with it.

Our family already raised

And settled in our empty nest

No grandchildren to enjoy yet

When a young man arrived

 

He came to us adrift

Untethered like his kite of dreams

The wind helped him wander

Searching for a purpose

 

We did what second parents do –

Over beers we listened

To his sadness and self-pity

We urged him to take hold of his kite

 

His wistful dreams needed light

Dusting off the layer of gloom

A gift of a love filled compass we gave

To send him in his direction

 

He tied his brightened kite to his finger

And waved goodbye

His shadow now had a bounce

As his dreams took the lead

Photo by FOX

I Have a Secret to Spill!

For the last month, I’ve been part of a Street Team for Angela and Becca at Writers Helping Writers, who are launching their new writing book on February 19th. Because they are known for showing, not telling, they decided it would be fun to keep the thesaurus book’s topic a secret until the book cover reveal…WHICH IS TODAY!

It’s been hard keeping quiet about this, so I am thrilled I can finally announce that The Emotion Thesaurus Second Editionis coming!

Many of you writers know (and possibly use) the original Emotion Thesaurus.  It released in 2012 and became a must-have resource for many because it contained lists of body language, thoughts, and visceral sensations for 75 emotions, making the difficult task of showing character emotion on the page much easier.

Many people have asked Angela and Becca to add more emotions over the years that they decided to create a second edition. It contains 55 NEW entries, bringing the total to 130 emotions.

This book is almost DOUBLE IN SIZE and there’s a lot more new content, so I recommend checking it out. And you can. Right now.

Preorder Alert!

This book is available for preorder, so you can find all the details about this new book’s contents by visiting Amazon, Kobo, iBooks, and Indiebound, or swinging by Writers Helping Writers.You can view the full list of emotions included in this new book, too.

One last thing…Angela & Becca have a special gift for writersHERE. If you like free education, stop by and check it out. (It’s only available for a limited time

You know I don’t normally promote items on this website, but this writer has invested in all their thesauruses and couldn’t be more pleased! I purchased the paperback editions so I have them handy when I write.

      – mb

Dog Food and Kleenex

We are finishing our second week of the new year! (I feel the exclamation point will show you excited I am -not.)

This second week was pretty brutal. After two three day weeks, my first full week  had me hoping Tuesday was Wednesday, and Wednesday was Thursday, and so on. What I did discover as I was making my third trip to the grocery store this week, that my life can summed up by the purchases being scanned at check out.

  • salads for lunch (for this lettuce hater’s new year’s resolution)
  • provolone for Devil on Horseback – dinner tonight
  • Kleenex (the 3 box pack)
  • 8 cans of dog food

So dog food and  Kleenex is what my life has become. They have become the constant in my life – Kleenex for my husband’s nose and dog food for, well, the dog of course! I make sure I have at least a week’s worth on hand. Far be it from me to have dinner for Wrigley!  My husband and I look in the fridge, see nothing appetizing and say, “let’s go out.”

Our four legged princess can’t do that. She solely relies on us for everything – food, shelter, petting, scratching and more scratching. Let’s not forget letting her out, cleaning up the yard and all the other parts of her life like bathing – definitely not her favorite along with going to the groomers or the vet.

While my husband now has Kleenex and Princess Wrigley has food, I can relax a bit with my salads until next week. Maybe I should add wine to my grocery list…

Look at it this way – only fifty more weeks to go!

If you want to know about Devil on Horseback, drop me line! -mb

 

Tidings of Comfort and Joy (and Sorrow)

The holidays are a time for family far and near, young and old. It’s a time of laughter and some cases sorrow.

Yesterday I received word of the passing of my favorite uncle. Now, I know some of my family members might huff and say that another uncle should be my favorite, but when push comes to shove, the uncle I knew the longest and had many wonderful times is Uncle Karl. He is the smiling man on the left, my dad on the right.

Not only was he remembered as laughing and telling me how it was, his parents were great people as well. Fond memories of his mother always packing gumboils for all of us – even the ones like us who weren’t their biological grandchildren.

Perhaps my siblings don’t recall the pact our parents and that aunt and uncle made when we were young. There were five of us kids and four of them. When the parents needed a break, we could climb into the Buick station wagon  and cross town to spend the weekend with my cousins. When Uncle Karl and Aunt Regina wanted to get away, we had the four cousins to play with that lasted long after the lights went out. My mother once told me if anything had happened to with set of parents, we cousins would be together under one roof.

When Aunt Regina died, and the hole she left in that family was filled by my uncle’s second wife – Aunt Bev. She was another woman who had boundless love and she helped smooth the rough edges of my cousins’ and their father’s loss.

Uncle Karl always had a warm hug for me. With his passing I already miss those precious gifts.

My Writing Year in Review

Year’s end is always a time to reflect on your accomplishments and challenge yourself for the upcoming twelve months.

So here’s some of the things I’ve been able to accomplish in my writing life: I had two poems published in East on Central, an anthology published locally. The Highland Park Poetry group also published two more of my poems. I also participated on a few of their open mic nights and met several incredible poets. I also joined some local poet societies but have yet to attend any meetings.

I won a short story contest at the Zion Library! Since short stories are not my forte, I was ecstatic! What I discovered was limiting yourself to a thousand words tightens your writing. I found it to a be process, but a rewarding process.

I was asked to help put together a mini-writers conference at the Zion Library and was able to secure a local author, Fern Schumer Chapman, and Kristin Oakley from the Madison, Wisconsin area. I worked with fellow writer Jim Payne to present a workshop on how to create a memorable character that stays with you long after you reached the end. With that experience, I have a greater appreciation for the hard work any conference organizer goes through.

My writing goals for 2019 are to finish revising one novel and begin on the next. I also will be attending the Writers Institute Conference in April. I also will submit a persona poem for Highland Park’s sesquicentennial. A few more poems for East on Central are slated for submission as well.

As always, I will continue to develop the craft and expand my efforts.

Happy New Year!

Like It Or Not

As much as I have tried to keep the calendar on November, December crashed through anyway. She wasn’t wanted. Like it or not, the holidays have descended upon us.

I’ve traveled for the Thanksgiving holiday before and have felt behind the proverbial eight ball when Christmas looms in the background. Really, it’s lurking in the wings backstage, waiting to make its seasonal debut.

This year was no different. Okay, maybe worse.

Even thought Thanksgiving was early, I lost days somewhere. And to make matters worse, today is Wednesday and I’ve been thinking it’s Thursday. No wonder I feel like a failure when it comes to this year’s Christmas preparation.

The only thing I’ve gotten settled is the time and place of Christmas Eve – and the food.

I suppose that’s a start but I still have gifts to buy and send – see? I’m so behind. The only thing I can say is that this extends the holidays for those recipients.

So, if you’re like me and running around without your brain or your wallet, just remember, along with that food is some very tasty adult beverages!

Merry Christmas, Happy New Year!

The Thankful List

It’s Thursday, so it’s blog day. This week since we are a week away from Thanksgiving, and I shall be with family, I thought this week would be perfect to reflect on I’m thankful for.

I’m thankful for the ‘me time’ everyday. It’s that half hour twice a day when I’m alone in the car and either music or news is my companion. I’ll admit some days I should have switched to the music station, but even the news has reported on compelling stories and they hold my attention and nudge my imagination.

I’m thankful that not only is my husband happy to see me when I arrive home, but the dog, Wrigley is as well. The wagging tail and sloppy kiss is quite the booster. Oh, I’m not fooled by this affection – it’s her way of reminding me that dinner is expected – now.

I’m thankful that my son sets aside time to Skype with us every weekend.

With traveling to see him and my brother and sister-in-law and their family, I  will have more reasons to be thankful. Family is always a joyous entity at the holidays.

Facing new challenges this year have helped me feel more knowledgeable and stronger. I’ve had several poems published this year, and participated in open mic nights to share my other poems among fellow poets. I also helped arrange speakers for a local writers’ conference and presented on a couple topics myself.

I’m thankful for my writer friends new and old. My growth and comfort with the craft wouldn’t be possible without all of you!

I’m thankful for the seasons and the beauty each of them holds.

I hope all of my friends and family have a wonderful Thanksgiving!

 

Halloween Surprise

Note: the names have been changed to protect the innocent. And the dead.

The trick-or-treaters were gone. They were probably home sorting and trading their candy.

We adults who trick-or-treated with shot glasses were still at it. I wore the flapper costume that I bought for a masquerade fundraiser last year. My husband dressed in an old woolen cutaway coat and stovetop pipe hat. You’d think in the Land of Lincoln, he’d be impersonating our favorite president; but alas, he was an undertaker.

Our host were Ginger and Graham – or Fred and Ginger this year. Ginger wore the pants, and Graham wore the gown. The other two couples came as a nurse and doctor, and a horse – the husband taking the appropriate role of horse’s ass.

The dogs, Hanz and Franz, started snarling. Their German schnauzer ears were pointed forward in alert mode; their stiff bodies stood at the ready to protect us.

“What are you barking about?” Graham asked.

“Maybe they’re seeing a ghost,” I suggested as I pulled my wrap tighter around me. The temperature suddenly dropped in the cozy living room. It was filled with eight adults, and only a few minutes ago, I was too warm. Perhaps I was coming down with something.

“Well there doesn’t seem to be any straggling trick-or-treaters outside,” Ginger said – the real one, not the drag.

Jane, the nurse pointed out that the dogs were looking at the hallway and not the front door.

“Hey, take a picture!” Graham exclaimed. “Maybe we’ll catch an orb. I hear that’s how you know a spirit is there.”

“When did you become a paranormal expert?” I asked. Graham shrugged, “I saw it on TV once.”

“But why would the dogs act like that now?” You’ve lived here for four years. Have they ever acted like this before now?” Jane asked.

Ginger cocked her head in thought, mimicking the dogs. “Come to think of it – no.”

I lifted my phone and snapped a picture that lined up with the dog’s line of sight – near the ceiling in the front hall. Still chilled, I felt static electricity run through my body. I shivered and stood to move around and perhaps warm up.

Note to self: wear a warmer outfit for Halloween.

I walked up and down the front hallway, Hanz and Franz’s eyes following me. They still sat at the ready. I felt an icy mist pass through me and I again shuddered. A voice in my ear asked if her mother was here.

“No.” I said, rubbing my arms.

“No, what?” asked Ginger.

“No clue. Just trying to add up two plus two plus one. I keep getting four. Perhaps I’m forgetting to carry the one.”

“Are you talking in riddles?” asked Jane.

The doorbell rang. The dogs remained guarded, but were silent. How odd.

“I’ll get it.” I offered. “I’m right here.”

The porch light illuminated a large man in the dark blue uniform of an Elk Grove Village police officer. Here we go, I thought.

“Good evening. Is this the Masek residence?” He asked when I opened the door.

“You’ve come to tell us someone has died, haven’t you?”

Now the others joined me in the hall, jostling for a better spot.

“Uh, yeah. Is Mrs. Masek here?”

“She died four years ago. She has a daughter, Edith, somewhere.” Graham offered.

“Well, her daughter died overseas, and we just got the call to notify next of kin. This was the address listed in her emergency contact. The phone was disconnected. Now this all make sense.” The police backed away from the door, “Thank you for your time.”

While the others walked back into the living room, I watched the policeman head back to his car. He stopped and turned to look at me.  He shook his head as I felt ice run through my veins again. He stared longer at me this time.

Edith was right behind me.

“See?” I whispered. “You won’t find her here. You’ll have to seek her elsewhere.” I could see my breath as I spoke.

“Hey Claire, did you take a picture?” asked Graham.

“Yeah, coming!” I called back, closing the front door. The cold mist evaporated.

I picked up my phone and pulled up the photo. Without another thought I passed it to Graham.

Peering into the screen, Graham squinted without his reading glasses. “Hmm, I don’t see anything.”

“Oh give me that.” Ginger swiped the phone from him. “No, I don’t – oh! Wait a minute! I see a face!”

The others rushed to peer over Ginger’s shoulder. I reclaimed my seat and patted the dogs, who came to sit beside me.

My husband handed me my shot glass. “You’d better drink up. You’ll have some explaining to do.”

I nodded and threw back Graham’s homemade liquor. I really should get his recipe for this, I thought. My husband draped his wool coat over my shoulders. He’s usually the cold one in the family.

“Claire, what did you say to that police officer?” Jane inquired.

“I told him I knew he was here to tell us someone had died.”

“How did you know that?”

I sighed. “I’m a sensitive.”

“You’re a what?”

“I’m sensitive to paranormal occurrences. Sometimes I can sense the outcome of news stories the moment I first hear them.”

“Wow!” Ginger said, handing me my phone.

I looked at the screen, my photo still lighting it up. I pull my forefinger and thumb apart to zoom in to the area where Edith Masek stood. It was her favorite image of herself. Her dark hair was pulled away from her face, and she wore a collared dress in a light color and a corsage. Very 1960’s. Perhaps she had gotten that corsage at a wedding or special day.

I saved it to my phone and poured another drink. Warmth was returning to my body. I lifted my glass and purposed a toast.

“Safe travels, Edith.”

Hint: Look for “Edith” in the doorway.

Life’s Observations #118

No matter how bad last week was, the next week doesn’t start off any easier.

If you need B7 to be called to win a double bingo, it won’t called until the next game

When you are hosting a family holiday, chances are something big (i.e. plumbing) will happen the day before to put your plans in snafu mode.

There is NEVER enough time to read! To read the newspapers, your non-fiction books for work and then reading for pleasure – I need six more hours in the day – just to read! Then I also need six more to write.

Which brings me to the topic of technical books or basic non-fiction. If the writers of these books would simply write them like a Tom Clancy or Nora Roberts book, I could remember everything in it and recall important information. But reading non-fiction is like digesting sawdust through my brain cells. Ugh!  Better yet, put romance in it – Slot A loves Flap D but Slot B has set her sights on Flap D – Flap C won’t be so easily set aside…

For each task I accomplish there are still a million left on my To Do List.

Today a local radio station started playing Christmas music 24/7 until the New Year. I don’t know if I should cry, sing along or drink. Would it be overkill if I did all three?

It’s time for find my mittens. Last year I bought a pair at a crafter fair. They are made of felted wool and match one of my coats. Now I wish I had a pair tucked inside every winter coat I own.

With our second mass shooting in two weeks, when will we realize the current status of gun laws in this country isn’t working to keep our citizens safe?

-mb

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Forget About It!

Before I get into my posting, let’s just a take moment to marvel at the beautiful autumn we are having here in Illinois! It’s been quite some time since we’ve experienced such vivid colors and more blue skies than gray.  Go ahead to take a peek out the window – I’ll wait.

Oh, good you’re back!

Well today I must reflect on a very crappy week and how our brain cells compensate for this – with forgetfulness.

Monday night we had rain –  fast moving and at times a fierce downpour.  I slept about an hour before my husband woke me up to inform me the basement had water coming in. Hours of wet-vac work and moving furniture in the late night/early morning hours were for nothing. The water won this battle.

Bleary eyed and sore, my husband left for work Tuesday morning. I followed a few minutes later. He called me to see if I’d left home yet – he forgot his keys to the building. I was closer to work than home so he had to find another answer. I spent the day looking for someone to evaluate the damage.

Wednesday morning, we did our same routine only this time when I am ten minutes from work, my husband calls to inform me he left his phone at home. He needs that more than his keys. I turned around, called my boss to inform her I would be late. I then tried to speed stealthily (if that can be done) back home fifteen miles away.

By Thursday, we were both tired of the week’s drama and went to our favorite waterhole. For a few hours we forgot about the hectic week and it felt good. I also had the fortune to find a gem of a park in Highland Park – brilliant in its autumnal plumage! I vowed to come back the next morning to take pictures. At work, the voicemail system went down. Not good.

This morning, it being Friday, I had my pre-work errands to run. After I loaded up the car with laundry, dry cleaning and my computer bag I turned the key in the ignition and got nothing. Nada. Zilch. Lovely.

For once my husband hadn’t left before me so I transferred my carload into his and made him run the errands I would have. The only thing I didn’t get to was the park to take pictures.

Now the weekend is on the horizon and there are many events slated for Saturday. Sunday we can get things done at a less hectic pace and forget all about this monstrous week.